Jeff has been a member here for a long time and has posted a lot of messages; so I tend to think of him as someone that I know, at least to the extent that you can know someone through online contact. Knowing him to the extent that I do, the things he cares about, his relationship with his family, his art, his music, knowing these things to the extent that I do, I have developed a great amount of respect for him. And knowing him to the extent that I do, just through the personal contact of this board over many years, I think of him as a friend. And again, knowing him to the extent that I do, limited to the extent that you can know someone solely through online contact, I have a great amount of compassion for Jeff. From where I sit, extensively limited a vantage point as it is, it?s my feeling that Jeff has endured much pain in his life. But also from where I sit, I feel very strongly that Jeff has a good heart; he is a very caring person.
Each of us has walked a unique and extraordinary path in life, and no one else can know what it is to walk our particular path. Jeff?s post at the top of this thread may appear to be about me, but I believe there is a lot more going on beneath the surface; stuff that has nothing to do with the Alembic club. All of us have stuff going on; stuff that from time to time can overwhelm us; stuff that can affect the way we react to stimuli. I can certainly understand that Jeff, or anyone else, would react when finding that I had deleted the text of his post. And for each of us, the way we react to such situations is affected by other stuff going on in our lives at the moment.
Jeff and I share a lot in common, our views on social issues, our love of the Grateful Dead, our love of Alembic instruments and our respect for the makers of those instruments. I can?t know what he?s been through in his life, or what he is going through now, but I do know that he has a good heart; he is a good person, and he is certainly worthy of my compassion.
So, I do hope that each of you will take into consideration the broader context within which this thread, and this club, occur. Personally, I wish I lived closer to Jeff so that we could sit down together and talk. The person to person stuff just works a lot better than the online stuff. But we don?t. So, I hope Jeff remains a member of our community. But whether or not he chooses to do so, I do hope the best for him and his family. He has a good heart, and I hope that he finds happiness wherever his path leads.