I've lost enough things over my life I really prefer to enjoy things while they're around. After a while, the relationship is fulfilled for both of us, and it's time to go our separate ways. In that time, I know what it takes for me to sound like me, so I just don't stay up nights about the one that got away, or even worse to me, having to have this, this, and that, without which I'm really floundering. Ain't gonna happen.
No argument, I sounded like a best me on the Alembics, but I sound like me on most anything else, and that's what I'm after. They're all wonderful tools I'm careful with and enjoy, but I quit being attached to them a long time ago emotionally. I have the memories of what they all taught me which are huge, but I don't miss them or regret moving them on, I got broke from that the hard way.