Thanks everyone, it really helps. I have fond memories of her that will live on, I knew she wouldnt be around forever, but I was hoping she would be here for a few more years...the circumstances of the death are what are most upsetting. By all appearences it was a medical error, and to top it off someone at the hospital has stolen her purse!! (there were many items of sentimental value in there)...
Once again, thanks for the thoughts, and to those members going through similar rough times, and who have lost people close to them recently, my heart goes out to you as much as it can at the moment....